From hiding behind black to designing in full colour.
I didn't choose fashion because of glossy magazines or runway shows. I grew up watching my mum, who had MS and used a wheelchair, struggle to dress herself despite never losing her love of beautiful clothes. My Nan made her wedding dress, her carer taught me to sew, and I learned early that clothes could be about far more than fabric.
At 16, I was diagnosed with scoliosis. After years of being bullied, having a body that didn't meet the standard gave me another reason to hide. Even when I went on to study fashion, surrounded by colour and creativity, my own wardrobe remained almost entirely black and grey.
Fashion school taught me how to take an idea and turn it into a garment. I went on to work across couture, Calvin Klein and AllSaints, learning to design, pattern cut, fit and construct clothing around the body.
But I also experienced the industry's narrow standards first-hand. I was once selected as a fit model, only to lose the position when a corset revealed my scoliosis.
My body didn't fit the mould.
Eventually, I left the industry and started my own fashion brand. That evolved into a much simpler idea: what if, instead of selling people more clothes, I gave them the tools to make their own?
Digital Pattern Library was born.
Through it, I found an incredible community of home sewists, but I noticed something. Many could follow a sewing pattern beautifully, yet didn't trust themselves to design without one.
I kept coming back to one thought:
Who better to design for the wearer than the wearer themselves?
That's why I created The DPL Atelier. I took the professional skills I'd learned in fashion and turned them into practical processes you can use to become the designer of your own wardrobe.
And my members have influenced me too. The black and grey disappeared from my wardrobe. I started designing in colour again. I've even repurposed my mum's buttery Greek leather coat into garments of my own, while the girl who watched her struggle to dress never disappeared. Inside the Atelier, you'll find lessons on adapting patterns for wheelchair use too.
I've experienced clothing that made me want to disappear, and clothing that made me feel completely like myself.
That's what I want you to have too.
The skills and confidence to decide what you want to wear, design it around your body and bring it to life.
Stay safe, keep creative and I'll catch you on the flipside x